Unpredictable

All things bout us

2012-01-29T22:22:00.001+08:00

U say Everything u do i not happy , everything u buy I dun like... But all I wan is u understand me only ma... U sAy I compare u with other I jus saying u can see and chan kao only nA... If I dun like or care u will I
Bother ..let me tell u I will not but when u say those to me u noe how Hurt am I ...

一切都结束了

2011-10-29T11:28:00.001+08:00

For once I tot that u are the one ... For once I tot we will last... For once I tot u are serious... But when I found u have register before and dun even bother to explain ... I noe it's over... Not because I dun love u it's because u are not serious with me at all...

我离开不是因为我不爱你而是你从来没珍惜过我

Mind against heart

2011-10-27T05:21:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was ph... Work til 6pm noon it's was raining... As usual I wanted to MSG him its raining be careful on the road but I didn't ... As I noe if I continue to give in , I will only be taken for granted... After knowing what happened , I still ask if he's free to meet and talk bout the issue... I have been giving u the chance to explain but u seems to bother... I decided that I shall not msg u... And if U dun bother then it's really over... No matter what has happened my heart had nv change when is raining I think of him, wen I pass some place that we had went b4 I think ok him... He's always in my mind but am i always in his mind? 9 plus he msg me ask him how am I.,, I jus reply I'm still sick and was sleeping.... Believe he dun feel that difference that's in us now... Can I still trust him? Should we still continue... I now I wan to be with him but with all the lies and dishonest ... I dunno if he's really into me or is it jus for fun... All this is killing me... Tell me what should I do ... Heart aching ...

I should slp back again as tml is working again... Jus dun think for the time being...

Its all bout lies

2011-10-24T11:46:00.002+08:00

Mmmm on 21 Oct I did something stupid , I went online to ROM web and search for marriage record of his and found 2 record... 1 is on 22 Feb 2002 and the other is 21 Mar 2010...The record is search based on his full name and date of birth so still cant confirm.... So i msg him and ask for his NRIC number... but pls lo where got so coincidence that same name and date of birth...

Today he's back from his KL work trip and he give me his NRIC number the last 3 number is the same with the record... I use his full NRIC and check... the record is his...

Lost ... I dunno what to do... I msg him ask him to meet up as i have things to talk to him and he call me ask me say... I was crying when he call , he ask am i crying i say no... he ask me what is it that i wanna say he say jus say thru phone ... I didnt noe how to ask or start but still manage to speak out... I ask if there's anything he's lying to me , he say no... then i tell him bout the record thing ... he say he's still single but its annulled... mmm very lost now... dunno what to do or how to think ... needed some time alone...

First oversea trip with DD

2011-10-21T13:38:00.039+08:00

We had our1st trip b4 our 4th month together .... the Night b4 we play MJ through the night ... we are both exhuasted... reach harbour front @ 7 plus in the morning and after getting our boarding pass we went for our breakfast as im sick he order for me and also bring to me... thanks DD for being so sweet... Love him so much...

Our Boarding Pass

Our breakfast @ Harbour Front Han's

Being delay in the custom due to the office make a mistake on my expiry date...
After reaching Harris there a long quene for checking in...

Harris Pool Side

Our Cabana Honeymoon Room - C17

Our Bed

Tv and DVD player in the room

Our Bath Room with No Door

Our Toliet

Our BAth Tub

Me and DD

In the end at night we took cab to nagoya and had our dinner there and walk walk... we also bought a bottle of red wine...

Outside Our Room @ Night

Dinner @ Nagoya

Bought some things at Nagoya Shopping MArt

Sleeping Time

Tired DD but Cute right...#^_^#

The next day we wanted to have our lunch at Nagoya then take the shuttle bus back at 5 plus then go for the massage and Honeymoon dinner de but noon it rain and he dun wan to go... so we end up playing card in our room .

Photo Taking Session

Evening we went the massage first then the dinner ... some pics are not uploaded due to its not in my thumb drive...

B4 going

B4 going

Massage Room

Spa Time

Finish Our Spa and Massage

Our Dinner Place

Our Dinner Place

Salad

DD with his salad

My Chicken Cutlet

His Salmon

The Dessert

After dinner we intend to go back to our room but due to his using of the lobby wifi and update his apps we spend 2 hrs at the lobby and he make me a little gift... although its not anything ex but i really very touched and delight...

My 1st little handmade gift from DD...

The 3rd day we prepare to go back reach the ferry terminal early and me again taking pics as much as I can...

While smoking

While waiting to check in

On the ferry

At the end of our trip something very unhappy and makes us spend even more money and time but after all I hope its a a good start for both of us as we did have a talk overall and make clear of some issue during the trip...I really like the feeling when its jus two of us alone during holiday...

Last day of DD's reservist

2011-10-14T11:41:00.001+08:00

Today is the last day of his reservist and by right we should be meeting today for our batam trip tml... But since yesterday he has nt been replying me and morning I whatapp him read le also no reply... Really sad lo.. Dunno if we really can make it to the trip tml anot.

Day 1 Of DD's Reservist

2011-10-07T17:54:00.003+08:00

Today is DD's First day of reservist... and I'm missing him so badly... mmm this morning also nv msg me... when i msg him in the noon ... he jus say in camp le , I ask why nv msg me he jus say cannot use Iphone... in between I still see him online whatapps... feeling so down... things is jus so differernt... Dunno why I really feel that he's changing ... so different from last time... should I still fight hard for it? I really dunno start to feel really dishearted...

Saw this online ....

两个人一起久了，女的会越来越爱男的，男的越来越随便。男的会说女老是胡思乱想，女的就说男已经变了不像以前那么宠她…其实大家都没变，只是时间变了，因为彼此关系变亲密了，习惯对方，所以不会再像热恋那样，女的会胡想，无论如何请不要对爱情偷懒，否则只有平淡.然后矛盾争吵再到分手。
你们有曾经有过这样的爱情吗？

mmm am I really jus thinking too much or is it the true? I dunno .... Am I also changing ? If yes , Y am I changing too? Did I change because he's back ? is he the reason? mmm I dunno my work mate say that I'm starting to change, Kenneth say that too and Vincent also says that... mmm Am I really CHANGING? Or am I jus trying to get the attention that I dun get from him from others.... I really feel so tired ... Trip is coming but Is he feeling the same as me? Did he force himself to go for the holiday with me? Is he also looking forward to the trip?

Arghhhhh going crazy again.... I hate LOVE... The feeling is jus so f up.... awful feeling when the person u love is ignoring u...

Back to work le...sob sob

Polaroid PoGo 2 Instant Digital Camera Integrated Print

2011-10-07T12:03:00.004+08:00

Polaroid 2 Instant Digital Camera

Wow saw this online ... and I think its quite cool lo... can view then edit before print.

-> 5.0 megapixel digital camera
-> 3.0-inch bright color LCD for viewing images
-> 4x digital zoom
-> SD compatible for expanded memory
-> Rechargeable lithium-ion battery
-> Prints without ink using ZINK Zero Ink Printing Technology from ZINK Imaging
-> Smudge-proof, water-resistant, tear-resistant photos
-> No Ink. No Hassles™ - no ink cartridges or ribbons to throw away
-> View and crop images on camera before printing
-> Option to print date, file number
-> Add a fun border to your photo including the classic Polaroid frame
-> Automatically save photos to camera or SD card for downloading

Ktv outing with old and new friends

2011-10-06T13:09:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went to cash studio with Heng Heng , Evoon , ah boy and Kenneth ... Went there around 11pm and back around 3am ... After Ktv we went mac... So long nv go K le... Quite happening last night...

两个人若要在一起长久的话，要记得这十大条

2011-10-02T11:33:00.001+08:00

（1）吵架后即使再生气也不得拒接对方的电话..

（2）吵架后情绪不得带到第二天，为不影响感情必须要和好。

（3）如果你还在气头上，此刻对方只要打电话向你道歉了，就必须要无条件接受。

（4）日常中即使两个人闹矛盾了也不要随便说分开，更不要轻易说分手之类的话，
说的多了就真的要分开了..

（5）凡事要以对方的角度去考虑一下，在说一些话或做一些事之前，你要了解你所说的或所做的会不会伤害到对方。

（6）做事要考虑后果，不要因为你一时的冲动，而伤害了更多的人..
（包括你的家人朋友爱人）切记！

（7）承诺不是乱许的，做不到的事不要乱讲，答应了的就要尽全力去实现。

（8）彼此要给对方应有的个人空间，要相信和信任对方，有些时候不要去逼问对方不想说的事..

（9）对一个人的霸道虽然是一种深爱的表现，但也要让对方能接受的了，不能只以自己为中心不顾对方的感受..

（10）不要说自己的脾气改不了，相信如果你真的深爱一个人的话，会为他去改变一些的..
现在改变不了，说明你还不够爱他..
除非自己真正想要去改变自己，否则没人可以改变的了你..
真正的爱，不是别人能否值得你去改变，而是你要为自己爱的人，心甘情愿的去改变..

朋友们你们做到了么？
如果做到了，就请牵紧他的手，
这辈子都不要再放开，他很可能就是能陪你过一生的人..

Saw this online very meaningful.
But in reality who can do it...

Super unhappy

2011-09-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

Today is my off day , again I'm waiting for his msg... Like a stupid fool all I can do is wait for his call and msg.. Msg him also no reply... Ask myself is this what I wan??? Y am I torturing myself like thT???

Night time went to meet ah Heng and had dinner at his work place then meet his friend ... Evoone and chill ... a quite cute girl... total bottle of the night 9 bottles of Tigers.

Our 3rd month being together

2011-09-25T18:17:00.016+08:00

3 months have passed which means we have been together for 92 days already...
I starting to love u more and more as each day pass
but somehow or rather I dun see that in u...
I dunno if its jus me again too sensitive or u are really lack of the interest...
Knowing that 22 of every month is very important to me
but I will always have to remind u , I really wonder if I dun will u remember the day?
mmm that has always been on my mind...

The night before 22 u say u have an accident and I was so worry
but Luckily U are viewing on that time...
after all I jus feel better when I noe that u are not injure...
U say u cant meet me tml ...
Im sad but I noe u are in total bad mood if I say anything we are bound to quarrel ...
I keep silent and when u reach home u jus msg me say home and bad mood and ignore me , I really dun like the feeling... but what can I do lei ???
Somehow now I noe that the more I love u the more Im afraid to lose u... but is there a need for all these?
I always feel that love is jus a simple thing...
Being together mean when there's unhappy we should voice out
but ur temper is always angry ignore... I noe I love u but do u?
I really dunno and I also hope that I can make clear of the answer soon ba...

Looking forward for the Batam trip on 15 Oct to 17 Oct ...
hope that we are able to go and hope nothing happened during the trip...

Our 3rd Month
The preparation of my little gift

3rd Month Lunch at ECP Sushi Tei Again

Ending Session At My Block Carpark

Lots of plans for Oct 2011

2011-09-18T00:18:00.002+08:00

Oct is coming and I have a lots of plans in mind... His birthday is in Oct too... looking forward to it as its special to me ... Our first time celebrating his birthday TOGETHER but dunno how he feels bout it...

I also be going to batam with him at Oct for a 3D2N trip... hope its will spark our relation more ba...Recently I feel that this is like so ............. for us and i did told him i feel something is wrong but he say nothing wrong...a little too plain for me ba... jus hope that we will cut down on our quarrel and unhappy ba....

Working tml so I think I will stop here updates again...

LubLub

Hari Raya Puasa

2011-08-30T20:53:00.009+08:00

Today is Hari Raya Puasa... nothing special for chinese jus a public holiday for us...
But i was hoping to see him as I one week nv meet him le...As usual yesterday when I ask him he say see how but mayb because last night we had a little arguement...yesterday was the first time I reach home nv msg him , He msg me I nv msg back and this morning when I wake I wanted to msg him so badly but I tell myself nope...2 plus he call say meet me awhile... very happy bout that...when we meet I was a little cold as still upset bout what happened last night.
He ask me when Im so emo , I jus reply nope I'm not...in the end he manage to make me smile by suaning me lol... Im so stupid lo...

Taken while under my blk chit chatting

Taken in his car ...otw to interchange for lunch and buy my medicine

At Kung Fu Paradise

My Favourite

We eat at Kung Fu paradise as I wanted to eat the cheesecake there and also as Im still coughing he wants me to go buy my medicine too... Really thankful and also happy that he cares... After everything we went to petrol kiosk to feed his wife then back home as I did say everytime we meet I wanna take pic but he say today he really cant... Sadded then in the end he still give in to me ... DD Thanks and Love u much...

Under my block

Meeting him once in awhile really makes me miss him more and today I feel that my DD is jus so playful... Love the way he is ...DD Love u...

Our 2nd month

2011-08-22T19:30:00.010+08:00

Happy 2nd Month annivesary DD

Today is our 2nd month together...got him a zippo as his Zippo is old le although til today he has nv buy me anything but I'm still have as we spend the noon together ...

His 2nd month Gift

Today suppose to meet 12.45pm and same he's late when he come to fetch me...

Prepare for the day has been all done

lol... while in his car...:p

then we went to have lunch at ECP Sushi Teh . then a stroll at ECP when its a little drizzling then Puggol for pool... mmmm dislike this part as we had 6 game and he wins 5 of them... then he send me home... on the way home he tell me that 11 Oct he's going for a 2 weeks reservice... omg I sure miss him like crazy de lo... 14 days sia... home sweet home around 5pm... he late for his appointment but he still smoke 1 stick with me before he goes off... sweet of DD....thanks

While waiting for the order

All the foods has come

Strolling at ECP while its drizzling with my heels

His Old and New Zippo

Nice Right... love ECP

Last Pic taken b4 leaving ECP

Under My Blk for the smoking to end the session

Time is something he always lack of and can't be buy by money so I'm really happy as he has postpone a 2 viewings jus to make this few hours for me... thanks DD... really love u and apperciate what u have done for me... Things has be good and bad for us these few weeks but luckily we managed to survive thru...

The Smurfs

2011-08-14T09:00:00.008+08:00

* Release Date: 1st September 2011 (Showtimes)

* Language: English

* Genre: Action

* Director: Raja Gosnell

* Cast: Hank Azaria, Katy Perry, Alan Cumming, Neil Patrick Harris, Anton Yelchin.

* Local Distributor: Sony Pictures Releasing International

The Story

While on a mission to retrieve one final ingredient for Papa Smurf's potion, Clumsy Smurf accidentally falls into the Cave of Wonders, a magical portal which transports him from Smurf Village into the modern world mistaken for a toy, Clumsy is taken to New Jersey where he befriends a new family. Meanwhile, back at the Smurf Village, everyone is up in arms over Clumsy's disappearance. The Smurfs rush to concoct a plan to bring Clumsy home and simultaneously avoid the devious wizard, Gargamel that is always plotting to capture the Smurfs.

2011-08-11T07:08:00.021+08:00

First week of August is a bad week

The First Week of August is really bad for me... Had quarrel with him and he's so angry that he ignore me for 3 days... I really learn my lesson and feel so sorry bout what I have done ... but I really feel do u need to be so angry ... This 3 days is a torture for me as i cant really slp or do anything as I totally have no mood ... all I can do is cry cry cry... Luckily Friday he call me ... very surprise that he call... chat awhile and he ask me something which make me feel that dunno if is it because of the thing then he start calling and msging me... I will still KIV and see how but somehow or rather I will take a gamble and trust him lo... Today is 11 August 2011 but Im looking forward to the 2nd Month of ours... jus hope thing will be able to maintain til then ba,,,

Yesterday he came and meet me ... watch DVD at my place... although its short but I still treasure the time he willing to spend on me...
Dinner at Sushi Tei

To One Attitude

Outing to Beach Road Prawn Mee

Changing of Job and Attached

2011-07-26T02:28:00.004+08:00

<3 Attached with Bliss<3

Recently been busy with my love life and working life ... mmm dunno how or where to start ba... I have jus quit my admin job from Laser Ace Cable... Nv tot I will wan to leave the company but since I so unhappy there , I think its time to leave... Starting my new job as a Ticket Consulant at Asiatravel.com in August . Its something new to me as I have nv been this industry... Looking forward to this new work chapter in my life... Its a job that required me to work on weekends too... Ook, here's my love life... Been with Vincent a guy that is 4 yrs younger than me...he's attached with a gf of 3 yrs... mmmm I also dunno y I jus dun bother in the 1st place mayb I really like him in the beginning... but as time goes I feel that Its unfair to his gf and also Im starting to dislike the feel of sharing... So we agree on ending our relationship and jus be friend... I know Edwin after starting with Vincent ... Nv tot we might be together at all... He's 4 yrs older than me... lol both are 4 yrs....First meet up with Edwin is the day after the break up, nv slp , cry the whole night b4 , no make up and dress with down... He eat with me at ECP hawker and we also have a chat by the seaside... feel comfortable but still sad... after that day he will always come meet me for short smoke break or jus to see me awhile... He ask if I will like him , I say I dunno as I'm now full of wound and I need time... I think he's quite sweet as everytime he sends me home he will wait til I go into the lift before driving off... as time goes I feel that I like this person... Funny part is we started jus because I call him DD (dear dear) ... dunno why sometime I feel that Im too easy for him that y sometime he jus took me for granted... hmmm recently things happened we quarrel and I start telling him how I really feel... and what the problem between us... Things start changing , He start to spare me more time whenever he can... of course I have problem too as Im easily emo and also dun trust him fully... hope time will really helps us to gain more trust and build up our love ba... Our 1st month has jus pass and I looking forward to the next month... DD I Love You...<3<3

050511

2011-05-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today is 05 May 2011, Time 11.49am
Just realised that my last post is at Jan'11. Hmmm so many things has happened .

I fell for another person that is married... humpf dun y but it jus happened again...
finally april we come to an end. actually its also good la ... I have promiise eileen wu to end everything by June , so actually its not that bad ... I'm sad but isn't that a good ending?

Why bother to work for hard for someone who does not belongs to u?

Had My first tattoo on 1st April'11

Currently on diet. A diet that start on 3 May and end 17 May. No solid food can be taken during this period and yup it mean I can't celebrate my Birthday... nvm jus hope it gets better.

Today I went to see his blog and he and his wife is like sweet talking on FB... feel so arghhhh but
I have to get over it right.

Ok TIred liao ... will post again...

Lublub

The First Post In 2011

2011-02-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hmmm this is my first post in 2011... hmmm dunno whether things are gettting better for me in 2011 anot but hope its will la... I be on a holiday on 30 April - 1 May to Phuket with Fire again...

Again Phuket that's wat i hear from my friends when they heard that im going Phuket....
Miss the sea, sky and massage there...

Actually hoping to go Taiwan this year so hope there's cheap offer for there ba.... its my favourite wor...or mayb hong kong i also ok as i have not been there before...

hmmm went to kuan in temple today to return the hongbao i borrow last year... tot mayb if I wanna borrow again this year but I scared too troublesome and as I so forgetfull I worry I will forget again....This year I'm been getting to know more married guy dunno why... Hmmm one , two, three and four.... dun wan so many married guy la... some single one ok...:P

This year is not good for Eileen Wu ba ... somethings happened to her and I hope things will be more smooth for her ba... so jia you ok....

that all for today... I'm little tired liao ...
believe will post again soon...
lub lub#^_^#

New Updates Dated on 171110

2010-11-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hmmm last night he call me suddenly but I did not pick up...I sms him ask him why he call me and why he mia for quite some time. He say he feel that I treat him too good and he feel that I deserve someone better and he dun wan to waste my time...

hmmm I start to wonder why did I fall for him in the first place. But what has past has past and I have already give up. I think its because when he went missing when I was unwell...

My life is always like that kinda of use to it la... ma chiam drama like that... when then can i meet the right person? I really dunno... focus on work better ba...

jia you jia you

Hello stranger

2010-11-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hello Stranger

Opening:: 02 Dec 2010
Genre:: Comedy, Romance
Distributor:: Golden Village Pictures
Director:: Banjong Pisanthanakun
Cast:: Chantavit Dhanasevi, Chantawit Thanasewee, Nuengtida Sopon
Plot:: Just like thousands of Thai couples, during the nine days holiday of Songkran festival, a guy and a girl choose to visit Korea with their own specific reasons. They did not start the trip to go together, but end up returning back home to Thailand together.

After viewing the trailer of this movie , I have decided to watch...
Hope its nice ...

new updates

2010-10-31T19:11:00.002+08:00

hmmm there alot to update ba... I been with someone named Carey Tan and it doesn't work out...the next one Edison Choo and it not working too. The lastest one is Jayson Quek Han Xiong, we been together and also over liao . We are now friends but I will now usually after work go home straight jus to chat online with him... He's in Aus now be back on 26 Nov. Actually quite looking forword to it but dunno y since yesterday (30 Oct) he been missing since noon . Never online , I call and sms he also nv reply ... haiz dunno la... kena get used to it liao as I had always noe these kind of guys...

Surpisely Wei Ming contacted me recently... He's someone whom I noe for quite some time and we has not been contacting for quite long too... So funny lo... He lucky that I nv change my hp no lo...hmmm I been sick dince yesterday too... Coughing , Flu and Fever . Im really so hot and cold yesterday ... all thanks to the fever...

Think its bout all ba... will update again
lublub

Love Sucks

2010-09-05T21:13:00.003+08:00

Love is something I have always wanted but also very scared to have it . I'm a very sensative girl as since young I have been mixing with guys friend more than girl friend so most of my friends are guy therefore I noe lots of excuse guys tell their gf .

Recently I have noe someone from the internet and although not long I starts to fall for him ... Maayb its becasue he's jus so nice to me but now I think problems are arising . hmm I really dislike myself being like this . I dun like to be sad , I always wan myself to be happy. Dislike crying but recently I been crying again and again. Sometime i feel like telling myself u think u are a tap ar.... tear although is free but they are percious ok.

Is this person worth for all this ? I really dunno lo... actually should I jus give up ? I have this thinking but i dunno lo...

Suddenly feel that I should jus play and not try to be serious . If I'm playing all these wont happened.

Why did I wan to be guai lei? I'm tired of playing and wish to be guai , find someone and work it out and after sometime settle down. Is it so hard .

MAyb in the first place I should even think of settling down ba... there U goes again cry, cry and cry . EVELYN WU beside crying what u noe ? Pls lo if this makes u so unhappy , jus let go ignore move on with ur life ok. noone should be making herself so unhappy understand? U are not young liao . why waste time?

My life

2010-04-28T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm recently lots of thing happened ... he has left my life for good and it's something good but still somehow feel a little sad la...Hope things will be better ...Recently there's also this someone who treat me quite well but I dunno if I will accept him so lets see how ba ...

Join Laser Ace bout one and the half month and I really enjoy there... having quite a few birthday there... and its all quite fun...

Birthday coming and I'm older one year liao...haiz old liao la... having plans to meet Alien and Monster as alien is also May's baby ... My Lao po and her Lao gong also but dunno will arrange for a meet up?

Been sometime that we have meet. looking forward to all meet up with all of them....Lub Lub

Going Phuket in Aug again...

hmmm I think that all i have to say today as my mind is quite blank ... update soon when I have things to say...

Jia You Eve ... U can do it

I have got a job !!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-13T22:54:00.005+08:00

New New New New

Yeah I have found a job liao... it has been more than half a year that i'm out of job...
Managed to found one in march and i been there for bout 3 weeks hope I will succeess there ba...
It's a brand new industry for me as it's dealing with cables and wires something which I totally have no knowledge bout .... hope I can cope with it...

My boss and lady boss there are nice person... they are also very friendly ...
My second week there It happened to be my boss birthday and I have really have fun there ...

9am we had the birthday cake , 11 plus we had our lunch and desert, 2pm when i went out to post cheque my lady boss ask me buy desert again and 4pm we had our tea break...

Although not everyday is like that but it's still fun... usually we have our tea break at 4pm...
below some pics i took on my boss's birthday and during working time

hmmm last sunday he suddenly call me and aask me if i wanna go jb as i been wanting to buy casing for my Iphone so i went in with him... it's jus 2 of us ... and he somehow quite sweet and different from his usual self... I really did enjoy the moment ... after he get his computer software thing he bring me to go find my casing... He and me saw the same casing but In the end I brought it... and we went to taman there eat seafood... he order the foods that i like and also help me scoop the chilli away from the string ray and and place on my plate... another side of him which i never seen before...The whole day with him somehow chaqnge my impression of him ... we took train back to singapore as both of us nv took before... after reaching tanjong pagar we went to take bus ... we took different bus and so luckily his bus came first... shortly after he left i reach his sms saying that hope that i really enjoy the day with him although he did disappoint me in sum ways... i think he's saying bout the hair cut thing... but it's ok la ...hmm he say he wish to celebrate my birthday with me ... i also dunno so let see how ba...

*pic with update later...

CHANGES ARE ALWAYS BEEN TAKEN PLACE WHEN U LEAST EXPECTED

2010-01-22T06:51:00.013+08:00

Hmmm so people are just so weird , they just change SUDDENLY and somehow just too fast til I did not even noe it... One moment they are so nice to you and one moment they just treat u like SHIT...

Recently went for some interviews... still no answer but I'm ok with it as I think after CNY will be better as it's quite hard now...

Recently been having some late night gathering with Nah(Edna), Edwin, Luostsol(Cindy) . It has always ended quite late and poor Nah and Cindy have to wake up early for work the next day...Sorry sorry...has been funny chatting with them and hmm recently we talk bout HOLIDAY TRIP ... looking forward to it .

Had took some pics when having outing with Nah and Cindy to Cash Studio

See Nah is always so Fun and Cute

Smile

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!

Yeahhhh Girls

Muack Muack

Photos Taken When Sianing.....

Ha ha So Zi Lian

Pics Edited in Imikimi

Nice Nice?

Yap that's bout all le... Looking forward to my Phuket Trip with Zekai again on 3 Feb to 5 Feb... will update moree when back....

Lub Lub

2010

2010-01-06T23:51:00.029+08:00

First Blog in 2010

Hmm been some time that i did not blog due to work , due to sickness and also yap again and again relationship issue...

I be ok...cooping quite well now.

Recently quite crazy over the Mac Doraemon as friends who noe me long should noe i love that too...

Yesterday uncle Andrew bring me to bedok mac and bought me all three for the week...yeahhhh
happy....

But tml he's not free to meet me for lunch so i dunno why i get the 2nd week one as it's so popular...

Here's some pic I took on the last day of 2009 with nah
Uhmmmm

Yea
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Taken by Nah

our Drink of the Night
My Favourie food at the Prata Shop

seems nice

Yummy
Here's some pic I took on the Xmas Eve 2009
It's a Umbrella

Here's some pic I took on the Cousin's Wedding

Here's some pic I took on the June's Birthday 2009

Above are some of the latest updates...will update soon again...cya

I'm Sick and Tired

2009-11-20T04:51:00.004+08:00

Now is 4.52am and I'm still not sleeping. WHY? Mayb there's too much things in my mind to sort , Mayb bcause I'm recovering from my fever. Today I have a chat with Lyne and I have also learn something from her. Night time went to meet Ah Da 哥哥 talk bout all the thing that I been confusing on...know alot more from him. Thanks for the dinner and the time spending...

Miss Sarah, Ying Qi, Kelsey they all as all along when I'm with all these problem I will talk to them but now it's different as not working together so the time spend are lesser...I wanted to call them but Sarah is busying with her work and I dun wish to disturb her , Ying Qi is busy with BF Chris so she will also have her own problem , Kelsey jus ROM now is her happiest time so dun wish to let her worry bout me... Hmmm haiz I think I will sort on my own ba as over all it's stilll my problem and I have to learn to solve it myself...

Hope to meet my non human family soon but of course not only to let them worry bout me but I miss them alot alot too as we haven been meeting much... Envy ba ....Monster has her Po and Alien has her Steven , E.T has no one nope I can't say that I still have alot of friends that really care for me ... I believe they dun wish to see a depress E.T or Eve... Buck up ok

I wish that I can be like wat Ah Da says just be a player sometime is good...Player? I once was ... but i dunno if I can go back to it... Alien dun like me to talk with ppl flirty and I believe that's what I am so I'm trying to dun talk so flirt with guys.

Player is good as they dun really put in feelings and that why they won't feel hurt.

Last time I dun feel hurt too but when I learn to really like and have feelings for ppl all I get are hurts, pain and more....but of course the happiness I can also say it's something which Player will not get it...

Confused...Should I change or Can I change back? I dunnno and is really dunno...

Nv ever think that I fall for a malay but is the race so important ? NO I can only say if I love you , I love u as what you are and no matter how bad or good u are I still love u the same... But when I put in effort and it's only me who put in effort everything become not worth ... I dun expect the same as how I treat u but at least u have to make me feel that you are serious.

Playing Love game is something I'm not good in and I dunno why I have been playing it....
The feeling jus sucks lo...Some things that I noe has been bothering me and I won't say it here...

Mayb it my fault la , knowing that believing that u are not serious I should let go but I jus can't bear... No matter if my instinct is right or wrong I just dun wish to go on hurting myself...

Thanks to Jason also as he specially call from oversea and speak to me...让我有被珍惜的感觉

And also Fire and Mousey has been there for me too... Mousey recently it's been tough on u as I been asking u to meet me... sorry as I believe and know u need ur own private time too...Sorry and Thanks lotz lotz

Sleepy liao ... think I go to slp liao...

Hopefully my next update will be a happy one...

LubLub!!!!

I know I'm suppose to let go

2009-11-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

I SHOULD LET GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things has been changing ever since our 1st quarrel , since I noe that there's things he nv tell me.

As usual he will jus sms me before he go work and after his work but the day before yesterday he off his hp...yesterday i call him, he sounds ok but still la tired so we nv meet.
Today not even a sms . I went to the library and borrow some book hoping that it can help me to noe him more and help us in a way but i think there's no point la. He's not serious so even putting in much effort will jus be the same . So i should jolly well jus let go and not making myself so sad and hurt.

I have to love myself more right:(

Knowing more just makes me CONFUSE

2009-11-12T15:36:00.005+08:00

Confuse Stage

Haiz...sometime knowing more is really not good, for me now is I'm sooooo confused.
Find out le things I dunno that shocks me. Y u nv tell me bout all these?

I know it's me , my fault as I should be blur.... so that I be happier...

傻人有傻福

Love is something I will really die in lo, If I can I really just wish to saY yes so someone who love me lo... waiting for the one I love is really just too tiring la...

remember: 被爱是幸福，爱人是痛苦

hmmm I'm really at loss somehow.... but just now I was talking to Ken and of course he give me
alot of advise and his advise is always basic on facts la....

I somehow need some more time to think it over ba as there's more things that I need to really sort out as mayb just being friend is better of course he has not say anything la as he keep saying DUNNO. But if u dunno then how am i suppose to noe?????????????

arghhhhh

okok going back to work liao... this issue has make me lost myself for 4 days and I say liao no , I can't keep behaving like this ok....

Thanks for some friend that has been supporting me on this issue
Thanks buddies for always there

*Kelsey

*Ying Qi

*Ken

*June aka Monster

*Jason

*Yong Jian

*Eric (thanks for accompany me on that night)

*Jason Toh

*Jack

Really thanks for all the advise u have been giving

Feeling Terrible

2009-11-11T10:42:00.005+08:00

For this whole week I just feel so TERRIBLE. Been crying since Sat... Shit lo Y am I like that?
I hate this feeling lo... really just sucks lo....

mayb I should just .......................

ok fine ... we just make clear ok... stop dragging this on .

hate it hate it hate it.

I wan a happy me as in the past , beforee u, before HH.

I love the me in the past lo better than the me now....
My changes has start from HH and not the him now, Some things i noe that i'm in the wrong but i really INSECURE that way.

Dunno wat are we, Dunno if u care? That already making me crazy.

I noe that when u are happy then i will be too. Since 05 Nov 2009 most of the time i'm crying.
It's my fault as i cause u to be angry..... so i been wondering if i should jus leave you alone.

After all you dun need me at all. at least for the time being i feel it that way.

Dunno sometime i will think should i like u in the 1st place ?
but for me once i like is like liao , so there's no should or should not.

If you dun feel the same for me pls tell me at least we can still be friend.

As to me friends are also important and very important too...

SHITTTTTTTTTTTT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...... Hate MYSELF

Latest update on me

2009-07-22T18:07:00.004+08:00

it has been some time that i blog... been busy and finally now i have a little time...
going in malaysia on the 1st of aug with Small Head and her Beloved...
then on the 16th of Aug going to desaru with yi ma and my family...

hoping to relax during these trips ... haiz recently very sian at work as that stupid mountain been targetting on me... like i say liao too disappointed liao so u can do wat u wan if 1 day i can't take it i will jus leave ... simple as tat....

okie... that all for now

Back From My June Phuket Trip

2009-07-02T08:53:00.003+08:00

Back From My June Phuket Trip

Came back on the 26 June and the following week i'm busy with trade show for RBK...
Feeling unwell but no time to go see doctor...mayb today after work will go ba....

Feeling very tired with my new GM too.. everything also wan to be involve... sickening women
Jus updating my blog she also have things to say... haiz stop liao if not will kena scolding...

Latest Updates

2009-06-02T15:47:00.012+08:00

Latest Updates
Latest Updates
Recently been busy with my work ... lagging of sleep.... here's some update of the recently event...

My Birthday
Had quite a few celebration this year... 1st a mini celebration plus gathering session with Hui Ying aka Alien and June Aka Monster . 2nd a KTV Celebration with Sarah,Ying Qi,Sin Yee, Eileen and Joesph at Party world at International Building there.3rd Celebrate with Ah Hao, Ah Xian, Xiao Han and Min at Kembangan.

On the actual day went to Top One KTV with Ken , Cindy and Beng then after the session went for steamboat, last stop is bedok and we have the cake cutting session there. On the same night meet up with Min, Felix and Eric for steamboat celebration.

Thanks friends for celebrating my birthday with me... enjoy all the outing and companys...

Party World

Actually more to post but i'm too tired and unwell to post... so will update later on...

LO

Time is always not enough.....

2009-04-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

Time is always not enough for me ... recently busy with my work and life... fell sick this week and so have so work need to complete by tml... haiz ... SR, Gitas and pairing of shoes... so much thing but yet so little time... this week as i'm unwell and also raining so tuesday's running session was cancel...
sorry ann nee but really jus dun that well to run... now still in the office to finish some gita...

Looking forward to tml as meeting up with Hui Eng and June... misses my alien and monster la...
Meeting at Orchard Mrt... wat will we be doing lei? dun really noe but think i be having a nice time ba...{@_@}
Friday going to MJ's house warming... then after that???? hmmm i think mostly is go home rest ba...

12 more day and i'm tp say bye bye to 25 ... turning 26 liao... sadzzz...old liao ...haiz...
misses time when i'm younger , less stress and less sadness ...

Jia you lo...

*miss everyone of my friend
*thankful to all my friend ... without u there be no me...
*Bao - u will find ur Mr Right soon...
*Eve pls be more GUAI ok... SLP More early...

Lastly ... Jia you ok everyone...

Exercise Date

2009-04-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

21 April 2009 had a date with ann nee to the TYP Gym for a workout but it's jus too small so we decided to go to the stadium there instead for some running.... while waiting in the changing room , we saw shirlyn . she here for training with her safra team.

After changing we start to run... although yesterday i did 3 round using jogging and walking but this is something i had nv done before ... 1st time i feel that i enjoy sweating... decided to go for jogging 2 twice a week... jia you ar eve...

22 April 2009 .... had fever and cough today.... so sian plan to finish my RBK gitas today when i was packing my bag yesterday... haizzzzzz my head jus hurts....slept for nearly the whole day... had my 1st stick at 7pm.... wow feel like fainting lo... hahaha long long time no this kind of feeling liao ... feeling like i jus started smoking....

okok... going to take medicine and go slp liao .... nitezzzzzz {@_@}

Tired But Excited

2009-04-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hmmm today i'm rushing gita but the stupid system is jus too slow only manage to finish 4 gitas only...sad as i hope to do more.... recently quite tied with work...luckily my June's holiday is coming...yeah...Phuket I'm coming....Looking really forward.
I'm already start preparing for my Taiwan trip... haha.. looking out for hotel and place to go and planning my travelling time table liao... haha as still need to discuss with eileen and eric so i think if i start now by the time we have more time to relax and not that rush in planning things jus need to pack only... wahhhhaaaaa

26 more day and i'm 26 liao old liao... hoping for someone? something? dunno...
Now quite happy with my life ... work , save then holiday....

maybe i need someone but where's he? does my he exist? really dunno...

Cheer up ger... by the way liang liang is sick today , came find ah-da then noe he's sick so jus now force him to see doctor and take medicine... after the injection and medicine at least he's better ... happy for him... my happiness also come from my friends ... soemtime when sees my friend happy i be happy too....jus msning with eric and he's baking so nice....hmmmm miss my alien and monster been sometime that we meet so when's my date with my non-human family? haiz is there still a family????? dunno la...i'm listening to Jay's song when blogging ... jus feel that most of his song really touch my heart and make me feel like crying lo... weep weep sob sob...

hmmm... okok now thinking wat i should get for myself for mine birthday gift....ermmm hee hee so QI GUAI right... hahah but i feel happy doing this so i'm doing it for myself...*^_^*

okok... going home liao ... nite nite*bleah*

My Recent Updates

2009-04-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

It has been a week plus that i did not blog... been busy with my work, friends and love...
So now i'm single again... glad i did not waste his time as he's still quite good in my heart but jus tat since can't get along might as well become friend that will be better...

Tired.................looking forward to all my upcoming events:)

1st of May going to clubbing....looking forward to that too

June i'm going phuket again with Kenneth and this time one more person....
By the way i be going Taiwan with Eileen and Eric next year January 2010 from 20 Jan to 27 Jan... it's very cheap... jus $170 for the return air tickets.....looking forward to it and very excited...as i have been looking forward to go in this year since i can't then nvm next year is also ok.... next stop i wish to go HongKong... hee

that all for the day ba going to sleep liao ... will update again...

A little confusing me....

2009-04-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

Jus feel a little confusing now... as i feels that i'm starting to like someone...
He's kind of cute...blur and ermmmm attitude??? but he still cute la... hahaha

I noe that this is wrong as i have a bf now but.... sometime i really wonder do i
have a bf anot lo as i dun have the care and concern from him at all lo...but atill sometime he's nice to me la

And this person really give me the kind of feeling which Hxxx give me before
athough it's not as much as Hxxx la... dunno la but jus a little confuse lo... but i
decide that the thing should jus end now as it is lo... i will not speak to him anymore liao...

Haiz ... feel quite sad now ... stilll in the office think whether going to simei to collect my hp anot or mayb tml ba... mayb jus go home and have a good rest so that i dun have to think bout all these...

ya by the way ... on saturday i have a gathering with min, xiao de and jayne at their jurong house...Nice and simple and cosy too...
we had mahjong at midnight til the next morning... went to have breakfast then we continue again...

Sunday afternoon went to have lunch then back to his place again.... mahjong again at 8 pm til 4 plus then grab a bite then went home... slept 1 hour then off to work ... super tired on monday lo....after work went dinner with Bao, Po and Ban... Teddy came and pick me up...Sweet of him

Thanks alot - Teddy

A mini gathering

2009-04-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today after work went to sign for the installment for my SINGTEL outstanding bill... ask nee nee if she wans to go ... she say ok, so we went after work... plan to leave at 6 pm but due to some work need to be finish we leave at 6.30pm... sorry sorry .

We waited quite long for the bus and finally board on bus no 61.... btw waiting for the bus we saw a a very strange lady ermmm we think she's not so in the right mind ba...After reaching nee nee accompany me to sign the paper 1st then we went breeko to have a drink and bite while we are chatting...

It has some some time that we have such gathering so find it quite nice . 9.30pm she meeting her bf ... find it so sweet lo as her bf are having exam soon she written him a small note... simple but sweet... board bus 197 to interchange then plan to walk home... when i'm bout to reach interchange
teddy call me and ask me if i wan him to go office to fetch me anot as recently i been working late... so sweet right... been thinking my bf dun do this but he been doing all this for him like tat... a little confused... but nvm. will jus be busy with my clearing of the bal of the mar w/h sales stock 1st before thinking of anything... Tml is the 1st month of me and alan... think won't be meeting ba... kind of disappointed...haiz...no matter have or dun have teddy i think me and alan does have some problem in our relationship lo...haiya throw away all these thing 1st...concertate on my work 1st...

By the way i'm lucky to have the help of the part timer... managed to clear quite alot of irene's app but still left abit... Thanks to Jie min, jac and The tan chi gui Shu Qi.... thanks alot

Nee Nee - thanks for accompanying me to bugis and waiting for me sorry that i have let u waited for 1 hours... enjoy tonight ... really thanks

I think i won't be updating the phuket trip part 2 liao ba really quite tired and troublesome to do it lo.... lastly i'm jus too LAZY.... hahahaaaa
And also looking forward to the gathering with min,kim teck this sat...mahjongsssss

okok... lastly happy 1st month anniversary alan(my dear boy)

Tired and Painful

2009-04-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

I was on MC on Tuesday as not feeling well and the mostly unluckly part is
after visiting the doctor i actually fell down the stair...PAINFUL

B4 Clear up

After Clean Up

Due to sickness I have miss little monster's farewell and this happened to me... haiz

Today i was busy clearing RBK and Vans stock bal from the Mar w/h sales... totally exhausted
Dun feel well as i can't really do alot of things due to my leg and today i hit on my wound alot
of time... stupid me... tired finish the clearing up at 12.15am...
Thanks to Bao Bao who's there to accompany but so good lo on leave on thur and fri lo...

okok... now is 0201am 02 April 2009... i'm really tired so going to bed liao will update Phuket trip part 2 soon... hee

monster/alien - hope to have the gathering soon... miss u all Ying Qi aka bao bao - thanks alot for the accompany...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... okok sleeping mood on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Phuket Trip

2009-03-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

My Phuket Trip - Part 1

Morning I went at quite early as very excited bout my trip
Went Kenneth house to meet him then to the airport

Preparing to go to the Airport

as we still have time we went for breakfast at his parent's store

Our simple breakfast

After our breakfast we took a cab to the airport... while checking in we took some pics

While queuing to check in

After checking in we went window shopping to pass out time
then he wan to go in to GUCCI
ahhhhh....He spend 500 plus there ...
then we went for our little 2nd breakfast break.

Taking a small break at the Starbucks

After that we went photo taking session while waiting to board the plane so here some pics
from before boarding the plane and while on the plane...
The Journey from SPORE to PHUKET is 1 Hr and 45 Minutes....
Ha ha we had alot of breakfast break on the day and we looking forward to reach phuket ....
Haiz who knows out flight delay so end up the driver that pick us had to wait for 1 Hr and 30 Min... feel so bad...

Self taking

While waiting to board on the plane

Our Plane

In the plane

Another breakfast break

at 6 plus we reach Phuket airport and after getting down the plane there a bus to take us to the airport and then took another 45 Minutes to our hotel...
finally after all the hours we reach Patong... and our hotel Club Andaman Beach Resort.
They have very good service as after we reach and while doing the paper work , they serve us with a cold towel and a nice cold drink and it's peppermint so it really did refresh us.
Then we get out room key and our room is 308... Our hotel is very nice the Patong Beach...

The Airport Bus

Phuket International Airport

On the way to the Hotel

Our Hotel Lobby

Our Room

Gathering with friends and mahjong

2009-03-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

Sleep at 7 plus in the morning today as last night went to play mahjong with Biu and Dennis.
It has been some time since we last play...
Ok la lost $10 last night but really enjoy the game...
Got to know a new player last night ... his name is Jun Jie.
We end our game bout 3 plus then went to the Hong Kong Cafe near Katong Mall...
Chat with Dou Dou too... went home in the morning but enjoy la...

Starting to pack for my this coming sat trip as I dun wish to do it last minute
and might end up short packing of anything...

That all for today ba.... #^_^#

1st time to my new blog and 1st post

2009-03-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

Wow... I like the design of my new blog....
thanks June Aka Monster for helping me do my blog....

It has been some time that I blog ... I think I need some time to think and post it ba....

Next week's Aunty Felicia's Wedding is coming ....
And also i'm flying next sat.... looking forward for the trip
I Need a break....

JIa you!!!!!!!